Every Day In May - Day 2

Here's my second posting for May. So far so good.

I'm really cranky right now. Didn't sleep well last night at all. In fact, yesterday was just one great big pile of shit. Started first thing in the morning. Ken was running late (as always) and I got sick of it and called him out on it. And because I did this, I've gotten the cold shoulder since. I don't know why I'm getting this from him. I didn't make anything up. I didn't exaggerate anything. I simply called him out on the fact that the later he gets up, the later I get to work because we carpool in. You know, I'm the asshole when I say something, but I'm also the asshole when I keep it to myself. I can't win and it frustrates the shit out of me. This is why I tend to keep stuff to myself. I'm only the asshole when I let it build up too long, so I'm not the asshole as often if I spoke up more.

I don't know the situation today. I got up early and left the house while Ken was in the shower. I had a doctor's appointment, then I went walking, followed by shopping and then home. He was already gone, but called to say he was doing a boatload of errands and then he was bringing the laptop to Starbucks to catch up on work stuff. He also has the day off today. So I think I'm still the asshole, but I'm not sure.

In other news, yesterday marked the beginning of month 8 of no soda. I can't believe I made it seven months so far. I was going to have some delicious soda in April once month 6 was up, but it didn't happen. Now it's a contest with myself to see how long I can go. Who knows...


Mollie said...

I had never been a soda drinker until I picked up a nasty Mt Dew habit a few years ago. I gave it up for lent instead of Jesus. I quit cold turkey and made it through but that was years ago and I still haven't touched the stuff.

Hope todays a better day! :)

Melanie said...

Today is Day Two sans soft drinks of any sort, and to be honest I want to take a nap on my keyboard because it also means I'm sans caffeine. I figure I'll weigh in next Monday and see if there's been any change.