I hate myself when I let myself get so upset about things I can't control. I've been a mess since leaving work. I got to my car to find a big puddle of anti-freeze under it. I don't need another car problem right now. My car is getting up there in age and things at starting to go on it. I'm getting to the point where I need to figure out if it's worth keeping anymore. But I've grown so comfortable not having a car payment for the last few years. Ugh. Financial strains always give me an upset stomach. And the thought of a repair or a car payment is making me want to vomit.